sw: 160 lbs/ 80kg cw: 142 lbs/ 72kg
gw: 120 lbs/ 60kg ugw: 100lbs/ 50 kg
To be able to see my feet when I look down
To be able to see my hip bones
My collar bones
And my ribs
I want to be able to feel great naked
I want to be able to wear whatever I want
To fit in
To not be that “chubby girl”
To be the thin friend
The beautiful friend
I want to be able to see a thigh gap.
I want to be someone’s thinspiration
i want slender legs with a thigh gap. i want a flat stomach and my ribs to stick out. i want a hollow face and sharp jawline. i want delicate hands with long thin fingers. i want collarbones that jut out of my t-shirts. i want hipbones that poke out of my jeans. i want to be admired, not judged.
i want to be skinny.
i need to be skinny.
- so my legs won’t chafe, or giggle, or have cellulite.
- no muffin tops
- so that my jeans, leggings, underwear won’t roll at my hips because of fat.
- so that I see smooth skin instead of fat lumps.
- hip bones
-prominent collar bones
- no gross bingo arms
-no angry red marks across my stomach
-to occupy less space
- to wear my boyfriends clothes and have them be baggy and cute.
- to be naked and not feel ashamed
- to have sex in the cowgirl position and not feel disgusted with myself.
-to have small, toned legs
-a smaller neck
- look cute in anything
- not have to shop at plus size clothing stores.
- to prove I have self control
I want to be so thin people tell me I need to put on some weight.
I want to be so thin people talk about me behind my back.
I want to be so thin people stare.
I want to be so thin my friends all look bigger than me even if they are “normal” or “healthy”.
I want to be so thin my friends talk about it.
I want to be so thin my friends point it out.
I want to be the skinny friend.
I want to be so thin I can wear all my friends clothes but they’re too big.
I want to be so thin people tell me I need to put on some weight.
I want to be so thin people talk about me behind my back.
I want to be so thin people stare.
I want to be so thin my friends all look bigger than me even if they are “normal” or “healthy”.
I want to be so thin my friends talk about it.
I want to be so thin my friends point it out.
I want to be the skinny friend.
I want to be so thin I can wear all my friends clothes but they’re too big.
Movies
- To The Bone
- Perfect Body
- Thin
- Sharing the Secret
- The Love of Nancy
- Secret Between Friends
- Thinspiration/Starving in Suburbia
- Feed
- The Road Within
- Vincent Wants to Sea
- Likeness
- Dying to be Thin
- I’m a Child Anorexic
- Men, Women & Children
- Little Miss Perfect
- Girl Interrupted
Tv Shows
- Red Band Society
- Make it or Break it
- Glee
- Skins
- Supersize vs Superskinny
- Starved
- Holly Oaks
- CSI: The Hunger Artist
- Degrassi
Books
- Wintergirls
- Elena Vanishing: A Memoir
- Brave Girl Eating
- Unbearable Lightness
- Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia & Bulimia
- How to Disappear Completely
- Diary of an Anorexic Girl
- Being Ana: A Memoir of Anorexia Nervosa
- Beautiful Me
- After the Strawberry
- Letting Ana Go
I want to be so thin that I’m thought of as frail. I want to be a small girlfriend who can be carried with no problem. I want to be so little & small that you look at me and think I need protecting. I want to be dainty & cute. I want to be so thin that people wonder if I’m ok. I want to be skinny.
I use the tag “proana” because I know that’s what people like me will be searching.
Not because I’m pro anorexia.
I share diets on my blog because they’re for me. Just like the thinspo pictures.
Not because I recommend them.
I have this blog so I don’t have to feel alone in this and so that no-one else does either.
Not because I want people to get eating disorders.
And the people with thinspo blogs who tell me otherwise are hypocrites. They are just as much part of this as the rest of us.
So can we just love each other? We all hate ourselves enough without anyone adding to it.
Let’s just support each other, be there for each other, and back anyone who chooses to go into recovery.
Yup.
ana asks
1. starting weight?
2. current weight?
3. goal weight(s)?
4. ultimate goal weight?
5. tea or coffee?
6. water or coffee/tea?
7. any tips?
8. exercise routine?
11. average amount of calories a day?
12. thigh gap or collarbones?
13. height?
14. age?
15. name or nickname?
16. thinspo model?
17. fandom character you aspire to look like?
18. favorite band or artist?
19. thin ankles or wrists?
20. activities to keep you distracted from binging?
I want to do this Q&A too <3 so we can know each other :3
same
feel free!!
Reblogging this now that I’ve actually got a decent amount of ppl following/viewing this blog…would love to answer any and all questions and rlly interact with everyone!❤(: even stuff that isn’t on this list…just send in ur anon asks and I’ll answer the best I can! ☺
